It was a time of great and
exhalting excitement.
The Vietnam debacle
had long been forgotten;
the country was up in arms,
the war was on,
in every breast burned
the holy fire of patriotism;
the drums were beating,
the bands playing,
the toy pistols popping,
the bunched firecrackers
hissing and sputtering;
daily the TV pundits
were busy analyzing the situation,
and urging the country on
toward the just and humanitarian cause;
on every hand and far down
the receding and fading spread
of roofs and balconies
a fluttering wilderness of flags
flashed in the sun;
the polls were clearly showing that
the President's ratings were rising
to unprecedented new heights;
daily the young volunteers
marched down the wide avenue
gay and fine in their new uniforms,
the proud fathers and mothers
and sisters and sweethearts
cheering them with voices choked
with happy emotion as they swung by,
while those unable to go
would stare with hypnotic eyes,
at the video-games explosions
on real targets
of the smart bombs
in their living-rooms
between commercials for new cars
and breakfast cereals;
nightly the packed mass meetings
listened, panting, to patriot oratory
which stirred the deepest deeps
of their hearts
and which they interrupted
at briefest intervals
with cyclones of applause,
the tears running down
their cheeks the while;
the Enemy had been successfully demonized
labeled a dictator
and was considered another Adolf Hitler;
in the churches the pastors preached
devotion to flag and country
and invoked the God of Battles,
beseeching His aid in our good cause
in outpouring of fervid eloquence
which moved every listener.
The new increased military budget
promised great new profits
for the military-industrial complex
and as a result the Dow-Jones
was climbing ever higher
breaking record after record.
It was indeed a glad and gracious time,
and the half dozen rash spirits
that ventured to disapprove of the war
and cast a doubt upon its righteousness
straightway got such a stern
and angry warning
that for their personal safety's sake
they quickly shrank out of sight
and most offended no more in that way,
while the mass media,
controlled by a handful
of all-powerful corporations,
buried the lonely voices
who had the audacity to persist.
Sunday morning came — next day
the battalions would leave for the front;
the church was filled;
the volunteers were there,
their faces alight with martial dreams —
visions of a stern advance,
the gathering momentum,
the rushing charge, the flashing sabers,
the flight of the foe, the tumult,
the enveloping smoke, the fierce pursuit,
the surrender! —
then home from the war,
bronzed heros, welcomed, adored,
submerged in golden seas of glory!
With the volunteers sat their dear ones,
proud, happy, and envied
by the neighbors and friends
who had no sons and brothers
to send forth to the field of honor,
there to win for the flag or, failing,
die the noblest of noble deaths.
The service proceeded; a war chapter
from the Old Testament was read;
the first prayer was said;
it was followed by an organ burst
that shook the building,
and with one impulse the house rose,
with glowing eyes and beating hearts,
and poured out that tremendous invocation —
"God the all-terrible!
Thou who ordainest,
Thunder thy clarion
and lightning thy sword!"
Then came the "long" prayer.
None could remember the like of it
for passionate pleading
and moving and beautiful language.
The burden of its supplication was
that an ever-merciful and benignant
Father of us all would watch over
our noble young soldiers
and aid, comfort, and encourage them
in their patriotic work;
bless them, shield them in the day
of battle and the hour of peril,
bear them in His mighty hand,
make them strong and confident,
invincible in the bloody onset;
help them to crush the foe,
grant to them
and to their flag and country
imperishable honor and glory —
An aged stranger entered and moved
with slow and noiseless step
up the main aisle,
his eyes fixed upon the minister,
his long body clothed in a robe
that reached to his feet, his head bare,
his ears and eyebrows like a Volcan's,
his white hair descending
in a frothy cataract to his shoulders,
his seamy face unnaturally pale,
pale even to ghastliness.
With all eyes following him and wondering,
he made his silent way; without pausing,
he ascended to the preacher's side
and stood there, waiting.
With shut lids the preacher,
unconscious of his presence,
continued his moving prayer,
and at last finished it with the words,
uttered in fervent appeal,
"Bless our arms,
grant us the victory,
O Lord our God,
Father and Protector
of our land and flag!"
The stranger touched his arm,
motioned him to step aside —
which the startled minister did —
and took his place.
During some moments
he surveyed the spellbound audience
with solemn eyes in which burned
an uncanny light;
then in a deep voice he said:
"I come from the Throne —
bearing a message from Almighty God!"
The words smote the house with a shock;
if the stranger perceived it
he gave no attention.
"He has heard the prayer
of His servant your shepherd
and will grant it
if such shall be your desire
after I, His messenger,
shall have explained to you its import —
that is to say, its full import.
For it is like unto
many of the prayers of men,
in that it asks for more
than he who utters it is aware of —
except he pause and think.
"God's servant and yours
has prayed his prayer.
Has he paused and taken thought?
Is it one prayer?
No, it is two —
one uttered, the other not.
Both have reached the ear
of His Who heareth all supplications,
the spoken and the unspoken.
Ponder this — keep it in mind.
If you beseech a blessing upon yourself,
beware! lest without intent
you invoke a curse upon a neighbor
at the same time.
If you pray for the blessing of rain
upon your crop which needs it,
by that act you are possibly praying
for a curse upon some neighbor's crop
which may not need rain
and can be injured by it.
"You have heard your servant's prayer —
the uttered part of it.
I am commissioned by God
to put into words the other part of it —
that part which the pastor,
and also you in your hearts,
fervently prayed silently.
And ignorantly and unthinkingly?
God grant that it was so!
You heard these words:
'Grant us the victory,
O Lord our God!'
That is sufficient.
The whole of the uttered prayer
is compact into those pregnant words.
Elaborations were not necessary.
When you have prayed for victory
you have prayed for
many unmentioned results
which follow victory — must follow it,
cannot help but follow it.
Upon the listening spirit
of God the Father fell also
the unspoken part of the prayer.
He commandeth me
to put it into words.
LISTEN!
"Lord our Father,
our young patriots,
idols of our hearts,
go forth to battle —
be Thou near them!
With them, in spirit,
we also go forth
from the sweet peace
of our beloved firesides
to smite the foe.
O Lord our God,
help us
to tear their soldiers
to bloody shreds
with our shells;
help us
destroy their bridges,
their highways, their airports,
and their TV transmitters;
level their factories,
their power plants,
their oil refineries,
their water-purification
and sewage-treatment facilities;
help us
to cover their smiling fields
with the pale forms
of their patriot dead;
help us
to drown the thunder
of the guns
with the shrieks
of their wounded,
writhing in pain;
help us,
and our brave pilots,
fly at a safe altitude
far above the range
of deadly anti-aircraft missiles;
and if we lay waste
their humble homes,
their hospitals, schools and churches,
trains and buses,
refugee convoys and the Chinese embassy,
as well as collateral damage,
with a hurricane of fire,
so be it, we think it's worth it;
help us
to wring the hearts
of their unoffending widows
with unavailing grief;
help us
to turn them out roofless
with their little children
to wander unfriended
the wastes
of their desolated land
in rags and hunger
and thirst,
sports of the sun flames
of summer
and the icy winds
of winter,
broken in spirit,
worn with travail,
poisoned by the radiation
of our depleted uranium bombs
and the environmental pollution,
imploring Thee
for the refuge of the grave
and denied it —
for our sakes
who adore Thee, Lord,
blast their hopes,
blight their lives,
protract their bitter pilgrimage,
make heavy their steps,
water their way with their tears,
stain the white snow
with the blood
of their wounded feet!
We ask it,
in the spirit of love,
of Him Who is the Source of Love,
and Who is ever-faithful
refuge and friend
of all that are sore beset
and seek His aid
with humble and contrite hearts.
AMEN."
(After a pause)
"Ye have prayed it;
if ye still desire it,
speak!
The messenger of the
Most High waits."
It was believed afterward
that the man was a lunatic,
and that he should be given Prozac,
because there was not sense
in what he said.